wedding preperations

                   Started off with a hearty breakfast and we headed off to a wedding card store in Kuala Lumpur. There were a lot to choose from so we (2 sisters and their fiances, me and mum) each chose a card design we really liked and kinda shortlisted from there.

                   I chose the flowery one (second picture) but like most other things, my preferences aren't ever taken into consideration D:

         We then visited the venue for my eldest sisters' wedding. This place has an indoor and outdoor area. The wedding will be held at night and there's gonna be lamb BBQ outside on the balcony.

oh damn, lamb!

talking about lamb, we had bihun goreng with lamb pieces for lunch. mmmmmm

More food

So I've been clean eating for like, 2 weeks now

we had a fitting for our bridesmaids dresses. (My sister is getting married in 5 months)

and that was like a big trigger for me..

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IM GOING TO KEEP THIS UP IN COLLEGE :0

at home everything is available. 

You wanna go crazy on vegetables? 

Be my guest

In college, you wanna go crazy on vegetables?
SURE, HERE HAVE SOME AYAM MASAK LEMAK

ughh.

and you know what pisses me off?
Tahun lepas punya laaaa bising pasal masalah obesity dalam kalangan pelajar.

Tapi buah buahan yang dijual kat kolej pun macam biskut.

 Sekejap ada, sekejap tak ada.

Telur goreng pun boleh jadi telur masak minyak.

 It's actually incredible they managed to mess that up that I want to cry and laugh.

Jamie Oliver, please start a revolution here :( I need you.

I dunno man, this is something I'm so profoundly passionate about and I'm sorry if my ranting seems ungrateful.

ok,dah habis menangis. Lets talk food.

scrambled egg whites and beans with watermelon :) my maid fried some sausages that morning and I was like "TAHAN!!"
tergoda I.
but i'm proud cause I didn't.

oxtail soup,toast, broccoli and b'nanas :)

breakfast. those black things are mushrooms. they're originally black,I didn't burn them!
Minnie don't burn no fried chicken

This is what my sister bought me. white rice, fried chicken, curry squid, fried fish eggs.
LAGILAH TERGODA. tapi tak makan. fuuuh
(this is what I would have eaten)
I gave it to my maid.
MUAHAHAHA

Vegetable base for bulgur wheat.
(bulgur wheat- a type of healthy grain superfood thing. google :)

dia macam nasi tapi bukan. so jadi macam nasi goreng tapi bukan.

bulgur. tomatoes and cucumbers. golden pear

I'm showing off our Practicum photo (which you can't really see) lol

Wee hoo

I'm back!

Semester break
2 weeks
Not much time
Need to be quick!

kitchen
Make dinner
Healthy meal
Not much ingredients!
Howw???

In pantry:

Canned Beans
Onion
Canned Tuna
Canned peas
Tomatoes
Salad
Canned Corn

30 minutes until mum came home
Needed to cook fast!
But cook what? :0

I was craving for something healthy and filling, so i made burgers.

What burgers exactly?
Oh...very special ones

MUAHAHHAHAHA

They are basically green peas and tuna patties. (Which explains why they're green)
If you hate peas, or tuna. Then get out of my house!

I made a bean salad with a tangy apple cider vinaigraitte to go with.

My  god these were good!
I mean for something so random and weird these were marvelous!

My sister packed one for her boyfriends' tomorrow.

I also made chocolate lime cheesecakes the day before just cause i was bored.

Mother of shamrock!
Light green is the way to go.

Noon.

Im so stressed but I lie to myself saying that I'm not.

"Get an A+ for calculus when you didn't even pass the previous test? Are you mad?"

Noon. I swear by the pen and what the angels write.

By the grace of your Lord, you are not mad.

And most surely you will be given a reward never to be cut off.

And most surely you will conform yourself to sublime morality

And you shall see, and they too shall see,

Who is actually afflicted with madness.

I memorised the meaning to the first few sentences from surah Al-Qalam because I found it really beautiful.

Sebenarnya nak lari daripada buat maths,
Hehehehe.

Kbye

What he does to me

Me: Hello

Atiyah: hello?

Me: atiyah...could you stay on the phone with me for a while?

Atiyah: yeah sure. Kenapa??

Me: im at the koop and he's here..

Atiyah: who?? Mine or yours?

Me: mine lah

Atiyah: i thought you didnt like him anymore? Why do you even like him, man?

Me: mana aku tau! Aku sorang sorang ni. And he's here and im shaking!! and i cant breathe what if i die here?!?!! Dia kat luar dengan kawan kawan dia. I can see him through the glass doorrr×!@$&@!##),'@!! Omg I'm shaking so baddddd..
Ok. Dia dah pergi.
He just left.
Pfft. Im so over him
Bye.

Atiyah: ........ bye.....

Yeah this phone conversation really happened.

Oooooh
Can't you see that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
so flawlessly,
the kind of flawless i wish i could be.
La la la la la.

He doesnt even know what he does to me.

Zero idea.

Ni semua kerja setan
Ha ha
:|

K bye.