Happy 57th :))

Happy 57th Birthday, Malaysia :D

We loove you!!!

I'm back home for the holiday.
I say "holiday" instead of "holidays" because we only get one day off :/

But anyways, I miss you shah Alam. Its been a while. (Padahal 2 minggu je)
Hehehe.

In computer science class we are assigned to create a website. Mine is about eating disorders. Qistina, menarik kan kan?

Sarah flew to russia on the 20th.
Its weird because I dont feel like im far away from her, like she's still in Malaysia ya know.
She's gonna be spending 6 years in russia doing medicine. Holy cow!!

I just realised how badly I hate writing about facts. In our english test, we are to intepret data from graphs and  other stimuli and write an essay on it. It's something I absolutely hate that they call as "report writing". Absolute rubbish Blueghh.

I love writing about how inevitable death is, or how god shows his love by making the cloud spits its contents onto the human race.
But no. key features and overviews and synthesis and thesis statements and durations like what??
And I hate the fact that they have a formula for writing :/

Sorry ive neglected you, blog :(
But ive gotta go.
Its getting late and dark outside
I gotta be with myself and center
Clarity. Peace. Serenity.

Bye. Love you Sarah Adlynn. Stay safe. Stay beautiful. Please dont do weed. Buy me a tshirt from moscow. Teach me russian. Mozzko hoo haa huba huba!

A pretty flower on my father's grave :))

life must go on

"I held his hands and rubbed his icy fingers, hoping they would get warm..but my hands got cold instead"

Assalamualaikum,
I lost my dad to cancer a week ago today.
Being the youngest (and paling manja dengan abah) saying that I cried a lot on the day he died is an understatement.

When his body was being carried out of the house, tears came gushing down like a waterfall thinking "ni kali terakhir abah kat rumah"

Then Atiyah came and we hugged and we both cried.

All my best friends came later at the mosque.
thank you for being there for me through thick and thin.
I love you all deeply :')

Life must go on