I took this video with my phone (which explains the bad quality)
he's screaming "stop it! somebody, stop that horrible sound"
I could of sworn I could hear him scream "kill me!" lol
not sure if he hates my playing, or he hates the song...
he was quite before I started playing. tapi the moment I played, he started chirping.
At the end when I stopped playing, he stopped chirping.
ok Oliver, I get the hint.
Oh btw, this song is from twilight: new moon.
It's called "the meadow" by Alexandre Desplat.
I first heard it when Mimi played it on her piano many years ago.
and then the usual happened. I got hooked, couldn't stop listening to it and lastly I HAD to learn it.
The reason why the song is cut half way through is because I didn't learn sampai habis.
I play by ear ( I can't read sheet music) and that part (the part after where I stopped) is super duper hard.
might take a few months to learn. and I'm MALAS.
Dapat belajar sikit pun cukup lah kan.
Tadi kitorang dalam kelas pastu suddenly I asked qistina
"wey, kau benci aku ke?"
pastu we both laughed like hell.
the reason I asked her was because we are so different
(kecuali kalau nampak lelaki, then we put all differences aside lol)
I mean, she is a soft, pink, wanita melayu asli ori ayu.
and I? Well I'm a russian. (haha, if that were true I would be so happy)
she reads forums and blogs about skin care
I play modern combat on my samsung tab.
She reads novel pasal "cinta"
I play mortal combat on my samsung tab.
she dances to traditional songs (kelab kebudayaan)
I kick a horse to make it trot faster.
she would put her arms around me suddenly in class.
and I would pukul her and hiss "aku bukan lesbian!"
(haha serious tadi ni berlaku kat chemistry lab )
she will puke when watching kissing scenes in movies.
I go "aww".
She goes "aww" at malay dramas.
Contoh script: saya cintakan kamu. Saya mahukan pelukan mu.
I puke. *bluekkk
we've been friends since form 1 (zaman rempit kitorang)
masa tu kitorang jahat gila. skarang dah berubah :)
Oh, pastu masa form 1, kitorang dalam kelas. pastu azan berkumandang
Satu kelas pun senyap lah.
Tiba-tiba Qistina Gelak (Bila gelak maksudnya dia jerit)
tak faham eh? takpe, bagi video ni explain.
ok, you don't have to watch the WHOLE video,
just skip to 7:50 to watch Qistina laugh.
kalau korang interested lah..
haha, macam jual dia pulak :D
(open house Irfan 2011 a few days before PMR)
macam tu lah dia gelak masa tengah azan.
ntah kenapa dia jerit. mystery..
Dia ni senang jatuh cinta.
Dia nak kahwin dengan complete stranger.
haha wey, aku bocorkan semua rahsia kau :D
pastu masa dia dapat tawaran pergi asrama,
we both cried like crazy.
Masa tu she was walking me home.
Me: Ni last time kitorang jalan sama-sama kan?
Qis: takyah lah cakap macam tu.
Both: menangis*
Ni berlaku dekat pondok di antara sek.rendah dengan sek.menengah.
Banyak orang tak sangka yang saya ni peminat setia Ella dan Awie.
Hahaha...Hell no! that was a joke.
Awie, Ella, jangan marah ya.
Anyway, the other day we went to HUKM to visit a sick relative
and I was listening to "Drown me slowly" for the entire journey.
Korang perasan tak bila dengar lagu yang sama lama-lama,
you start discovering new things. You know, like small intricate details you never noticed?
I started to fall in love with the bass of the song and looked for covers on youtube and well, I found this guy.
(His name is Lou. I think)
hebat gila kan? at first macam biasa je but then he gets in the groove! lol
I think he's from Germany because his videos were full of German people. haha, kalau dia ni orang melayu, satu kampung kejar.
here's another one: RHCP-Stone cold bush
Oh God that is so awesome! Dia macam dalam dunia dia sendiri.
today was a good day I think.
me and Atiyah are worried about Qistina's hearing problem.
I spoke to a guy i've never spoke to before.
we burnt some magnesium in chemistry class.
and I fell in love.
yeah......the last one was a lie.
so, our tuition teacher gave us homework which we didn't do... (shocker right?)
and as I was about to lay my pencil on the white dry paper,
I got an sms saying that tuition was cancelled ;)
so instead of DOING the homework, i snapped some photos instead.
after 3 months of waiting,
my name was finally called.
i went to the front of the class and started my speech:
"what is pornography?"
yea, i finally did my speech on pornography.
it was weird to use words like "erection" and "masturbation" in front of the whole class AND the teacher.
but hey, i had fun. lol
as usual, i spoke to fast (practically rapping) and my ears felt hot due to nervousness.
fatin, shamirah and sarah missed the show though.
pastukan, in the second period of english, I fell
I was pushing a table towards atiyah because me and
Qstina wanted to sit beside her.
pastu i pushed the table too far (you see, i was sitting down)
I lost my balance, and I fell.
teacher was standing up and the whole class was staring at me.
I quickly stood up and popped up from behind the table
and shouted "im fine!"
loooool. teramatlah malu :)
lastly, we had latihan merentas desa.
at first i promised qistina i would walk. i ended up leaving her and mimi way at the back. me and nadhihah ran together. kitorang sampai sama masa dengan "kaka" and his gang, which is a good thing i guess..
oh, and shairah, where have you been?!
kamu semakin pudar dalam kota fikiranku.
I love the way music tells us stories.
The way every note is played perfectly, every chord struck with love.
It doesn't matter if you love 2PM, One direction, lady gaga or even chopin (like me),
there is always that one song that makes you stop and listen.
I don't know how to thank all those AMAZING composers out there.
Thank you for the beautiful music you produced!
Thank you:
John Williams.
Harry Gregson Williams
Dario Marianelli
Brian Eno
Carter Burwell
In my opinion, the best songs are those without lyrics.
That way, you can fill it with your own thoughts.
This is the song I'm listening to as I'm writing this:
To you, it may be bland and simple,
But to me, I nearly cried.
It's that beautiful to me.
ish, nak masuk ke tak citrawarna ni??
i mean, it sounds like fun and all my friends really want me in.
but i dont know if i want to or not.. aaargh.
dancing is so not my thing.
for the past..16 years,
i never knew that upm had an equestrian school.
i knew they kept horses there
(zooopp* flashback to the days when we
would pass by upm and i would scream when i see the horses)
and the best part is....
for rm60/hour, i can rent a horse and the trail.
can you imagine that?
just me and a horse all alone on a 30km long track with a pond, trees and other horses grazing around.
its my biggest dream, ill tell you that!
and we can do whatever the hell we want.
trot? most certainly.
canter? super definitely.
gallop? maybe not....(im too young to die)
oh and another thing,
seluar yang saya pakai untuk equestrian bukannya fashion sense.
memang kena fitting. as far as i know,seluar biasa menyebabkan
wujudnya creases. and creases create pressure which results in less
aerodynamicity. atleast thats what ive been told :·/ samalah macam swim suit.
and half chaps ensures that your legs dont rub againts the stirrup strap.
so basically, saya tak pakai semua tu sebab saja2.
because people have been giving me the eye.
you know, the kind of "asal dia pakai macam tu"
or "macam nak attention je"
its not my fault my mum brings me to giant or pasar seksyen 6 after riding lessons.
i cant really change either. so i have to go grocery shopping in equestrian attire.
so yeah, i hope you dont think im the type of person that wears tights.
those are breechers. and i wear them for sports. not for fun.
well, today is saturday and mind you, its a really lazy one.
i've been trying to get oliver to eat by himself. i hope he weans really soon because the smell of the baby bird formula is starting to sicken me.
also, i downloaded "Mortal combat 3: fallen nation" On my tab.
and yeah... im officially addicted.
So, I didn't get it,
I was told on Tuesday.
I was extremely depressed.
My mind kept rewinding to the scene where I was rejected.
I can't lie, I cried.
It didn't help with Eminem's song constantly repeating itself in my head:
"You better never let it go, you've only got one shot, Do NOT miss the chance to blow it. This opportunity comes once in a lifetime"
well Marshall, I freaking BLEW it.
which makes me so sad.
knowing that I could have done better,
But I didn't.
Sampai je at my friends, I lost it.
I cried hard.
well, not that hard.
lasted for about, 20 seconds.
Qistina gave me a tissue,
Fifi put her arms around me,
Syaheerah cracked a joke that made me laugh,
Sarah comforted me by making me think about those people suffering in wars-
which made me better, as I was crying about something stupid.
facing obstacles really makes you appreciate the people around you more :)
Pastu I went to merayu to Ust.Basri.
"Tolonglah, saya sanggup buat apa je. Ust bagilah saya seminggu"
It looked like he wanted to, but he couldn't.
See, if he did, he would have to give the others a chance too.
The conversation ended with:
"Janganlah marah Hidayah, takut saya tengok. Kamu telah buat yang terbaik tetapi, ini semua di tangan Allah. kamu tak ada rezeki. itu je"
The weird thing is, at that part, as me and fifi were leaving the bilik guru,
I felt relieved that he said "no"
