mm-mmm-mm-mad madness

The annual Purge will begin in 5..4..3..2.. BOOM. snap. clap
I was really intrigued by the trailer, can't wait to see it on the big screen!

ok so we just started our trial exams.
we just finished BM and English.
ermegherd my english essay was messed up.

I wrote about this boy named Tyler who was bullied a lot. Then these guys from his class asked him if he wanted to hang with them. he said yes and so those boys came over to his house to play some Last Of Us. The boys pounced on Tyler, shoved a sock in his mouth and tied him with shoelaces. (When I was telling my friends this story, they were all like "OMG and they raped him??!" )
No way Jose was I gonna write about rape, that was way too dark. so anyway, the boys raided Tyler's house and the worse part?? they broke his grandma's China dishes :(
Then I rambled on about shi* like and as if stung by a black widow, his mind became dark. all feelings were mercilessly massacred, any sense of remorse were paralysed. If he could not end his misery, then the next best thing is to end the lives of those who caused it.

and at the very end was something like "The neighbours watched in disbelief as the bodies of five teenage boys were hoisted out through the front door"

yeah, I'm demented like that.

So yesterday night, instead of reading on enzymes, I watched a very sad documentary.
It was called "India is a very dangerous place to be a woman"
That was the saddest thing I've seen in my life.
boys, if a girl doesn't want to talk to you, DON'T POUR ACID ON HER FACE, DAMMIT!
its so messed up. Just thinking about it makes me cringe, really.
the documentary revolved mainly around the case of the girl who got gang-raped on a bus.
Can you imagine how she felt and what she went through?
She was gonna be a doctor, she had such a huge future.
but no, some f-tards couldn't restrain themselves.
said that it was "her fault" for being out at night.
I hope you get hanged happily. assholes.

P/S: sorry if I'm swearing a lot these days. I don't know whats gotten into me

This right here

Make or break, Hidayah.. make or break.
This is the year.
like forget any other years, this is the year.
My life depends on it.
MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT
MY FICKEN LIFE DEPENDS ON IT.
like, not even exaggerating right now.

sitting for 22 papers in another two months..

"You only got one shot do not miss your chance to blow,
this oppurtunity only comes once in a lifetime"

Trials start tomorrow.
I need to take a deep breath before the plunge

Eid 2013

Well, it's the 5th day of Raya.
we're all just drained, really.
the past 4 days, we keep going places, and people keep coming to our house.
today is a day of silence, peace and tranquility.

by the way, we watched the conjuring the other night.
I'd give it a 6/10.
Didn't really scare me, honestly.
just the part where Bastheba (spelling?) was on the wardrobe, that really got me.

We didn't take much photos, sadly.
we're just not a "photo" family.

but whatever, the moment was lived, it was just not documented.
I had an awesome Raya, loved every single second of it, hope you did too :D

Raya eve 2013!

Its Eid tomorrow :D

We made some awesome heart shaped sugar cookies with strawberry flavoured icing:

We also made these chocolate covered cereal cups because they were really simple to make

While putting up our festive lights, me and Sabrina were singing Coldplay's "Christmas lights" 

haha :p

This is her 9th time celebrating Eid.
love you, bro

and of course, mum is busy in the kitchen.
She told me to goreng kacang for kuah kacang but instead here I am on the computer.
I told my sister to take over and said "be back in a sec"
its been 15 minutes

I got busy rewatching Pewdiepie play "Last of us" while  arranging cookies in their jars.

well, better get back to the kitchen.
Its where girls are supposed to be.

Running and mugs

hey sexy, how ya doin'?

I'm hoping you're having a blessed Ramadhan :)

those two things above are somehow contradictory haha.

anyway, today we went Eid shopping.

The mall was packed just like how a KFC slaughter house is packed with chicken.

Everyone was fumbling and tumbling and mumbling.

Sales everywhere!

Mum and Balqees went to buy more fake flowers to decorate the house

Sabrina and Syafiqah went clothes hunting.

Before that, mum gave my 2 sisters 200 bucks each and she gave me 100 bucks.

So apa lagi, I wandered off on my own in that crowded mall. 

thinking of how to spend my moneyhh.

I ended up buying a book.

 I don't know why, I'm just having this obsession with running lately. I've been running 5k for the past 7 days in a row and damnnnn my cardiovascular endurance is like "Chuck Norris" now. yeah, Chuck Norris is a level. Deal with it :D

I've been so into running I even changed my lock screen; Society would find it weird for a teenage girl to have a hot babe on her tab's lock screen.Well society can go and shove their pies up in their ovens. I guess it's more of a motivation thing.
Fit women are so beautiful <3

seriously though, kalau abah nampak, pengsan dia.

Running logs are to be honest my second favourite thing to do after a run. It's like filling an "accomplishment form". keeps track of your mileage, time and mood during the run. Feels pretty golden to flip back through the pages to see how many miles you've travelled in a week

Pardon horrible writing. please, I beg of you.

Mum bought me this mug at a home deco store where she was buying her flowers.

I was like dayumm sann!, why do they have a Canucks mug here??

No one here knows the Canucks.

literally no one.

I'm pretty sure we only have like 10 ice rinks in the whole country 

:D