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30 September, 2011

Today..

Today was the most amazing day ever. First, we went to see where we would be siting for PMR in the dewan peperiksaan. Then, we went solat hajat secara berjemaah (Syaheerah jadi imam :D)

After that, there was the majlis restu guru-guru. Well, Qistina was crying even BEFORE we salam-ed the teachers. For me, I cried my eyes out at the end. I remember looking back and seeing Syaheerah's face red like a tomato with her teeth (and lips?) clenched. she was trying too hard not too cry :'O
Then at the veryvery end, all of us: Me, Nadhihah, Atiyah, Qistina, Shairah, Mimi, Syaheerah, Afiqah, Fatin, Shamirah and even Aida started to cry, bemaaf-maafan and ber-peluk-pelukan.

Apparently, we were the only people doing that..
but who cares?

When we hugged, we never wanted to let go cause it was just too sad :'(

Now,get ready for the highlite....
I was walking with Qistina and Atiyah and Shairah and Nadhihah.
Then.......

oh, here is an sms Qistina gave me a second ago..
This will explain the situation.. hopefully...

My message:

"wey, kau rasa ada orang perasan tak tadi? Pada kau, nampak obvious sangat ke? Tapi kau ada sebelah aku so tak obvious sangat kan?"

Qisina's reply:

"Bagi aku agak obvious sebab kau jalan terlalu perlahan then lepas dia melepasi kitorang, kau and Atiyah celebrate. haha. Lawak ah. Gatal Hidayah!"

I am NOT gatal. I am just have a mad crush on a boy (typical teenagers) since form 1 and that was the first time I actually got 'close' to him...

Well for me, it was a major success although I have a feeling that "somebody" noticed and that "somebody" did not like it.

ahhhhh..... his gorgeous smile :))

29 September, 2011

Fantastico


Now, get ready for a whole lot of randomness..

1.Well, PMR is in another 6 days. Well isn't that great...
2.My video, yeah the one about "Irfans open house" reached 237 views. From there, the views started to slow down. Which shows: I have a sad social life :(
3.moving on, I've made 2 birthday cakes in the past month. One for Shamirah and one for Qistina :)
nothing beats watching them eat something I made. I was smiling the whole time cause they don't know what I put in there..... (evil laugh)
4.Oh, did you know that on the first day of Raya, our car broke down.. we spent our 3 hours of raya morning waiting for the pickup truck :((
5.Sabrina is having her konvensi or whatever you call it. Its happening on the 6th of Oct.
PERFECT TIMING
6.I told most of my friends about a dark secret. Their faces were like :O and mine was (-_-')
"Great, now how the hell am I supposed to forget about it"
7.Also, my friends were too nice to do something for me but it didn't work out. I'M DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU!! haha
 I'm kidding, you guys make me cry.. why do you have to be so nice ? why? why?
8.hmm. I haven't seen my cat for a whole day.
Katrina bt Abdul Kadar, get you butt and paws here this instant!!
9.I feel like crap
10.Today, I wasn't feeling so well. I wanted to go home so badly! but Atiyah was all "ala, nanti aku sorang2" so I stayed.
I'M THE BEST FRIEND EVA
11. Whenever I have the chance, I draw a heart on Atiyah's paper :D12.It actually feels like everyone is going to get seperated with everyone else.Thank god I made the video, It makes me feel accomplished.
I'm just hoping maybe Atiyah or Mimi or Fatin would one day think:
"HAA! VIDEO HIDAYAH!! BARU INGAT"

17 September, 2011

raya with friends !

On the 16th of September, we celebrated "Hari Malaysia" and we went beraya at rumah Irfan
On this day, kitorang merapatkan silaturrahim and
 I found out that I suck at first person shooter games :)
Guess I just gotta stick to plain old mario :(
anyway, enjoy!

oh, and Zul, if you're watching till the end,
jangan perasan eh?...kitorang main-main je :D
                              
        
sebenarnya, ada lagi footage of us bagitau siapa yang kitorang suka.
tapi bahaya sangat kalau nak tunjuk!
memang social suicide!
Jangan marah kalau ada banyak kesilapan tatabahasa ;P
I stayed up until 2 a.m to edit this video.

kay, thx, bye:))))))

13 September, 2011

PMR is in 19 days


Just thought I would remind myself.

Today, I told Qistina and Nadhihah to write a letter to their parents. The title?

I'm sorry I didn't get 8A's.

Qistina's letter:

Mama/Ayah,

         Kakak minta maaf sangat tak dapat 8A untuk mama dan ayah. InsyaAllah, kakak dah cuba dan berusaha. Kakak berazam nak dapat 8A untuk mama dan ayah supaya bangga dengan kakak. Kakak minta maaf. Kakak nak dengar mama atau ayah kata "Anak mama"/ "anak papa". Maafkan kakak.
                                                                                                               Qistina Iwani

Note: Qistina nak mak/ ayah dia cakap "anak mama/papa" sebab dia dengar cerita yang Syaheerah bagitau mak dia yang dia dapat 8A untuk trial. mak syaheerah kata "Ha? Anak mama!" sejak itulah, Qistina asyik terbayang-bayang di kota ingatannya akan perkataan-pekataan tersebut untuk diucap oleh ibubapanya

Nadhihah's letter:

    Mak, Diha tak dapat 8A. Sorry. (then aku akan menangis and marah)
                    
                                                                 Nadhihah

Nadhihah's letter, according to Atiyah, was quite feelingless. I quite disagree because Nadhihah rarely cries and imagining her crying is quite, well.... amazing. hahah


My Letter:
(izinkan saya tulis dalam bahasa inggeris ya)

Dear mum and abah,

           I know, that as your last child, you expect the best from me. All I want to do is to make you proud. I love you both very much. Especially you abah, even if I rarely show affection, I never want to see you sad. I have hurt you so many times. (oh god, my eyes are so watery I can't see the keyboard) I want to say I have given my 100% but I don't think I can. I'm so sorry to make you disappointed. I love you both very much. You two keep talking about what will happen to me when you die. Whenever you talk about dying, for example "mama dengan abah hidup maybe lagi 5 tahun. Lepas ni, Hidayah you kena teruskan kehidupan sendiri". tolonglah jangan cakap benda macam ni. Everytime you say things like this,I pretend I don't care but I'm acually crying. You two can't see because I'm at the back seat of the car. I'm always worried if the both of you come home late. If anything happened to you two, what do I do? where do I go? I'm left home alone all the time. Which is why I don't want to go to asrama. I bukannya takut homesick ke apa. I'm scared I might not see you again. InsyaAllah, Tuhan akan memberi semangat to all of us. I Love you both very much...                                                                             
hidayah


well, I'm done crying. see you next time :')










07 September, 2011

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri.

Salam Aidil Fitri maaf zahir dan batin.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm......................
You SO don't wanna know what happened on the FIRST DAY OF RAYA!!

I'm way too lazy to write about it so I'm just gonna leave my sister's blog:
 http://geoul.blogspot.com/

yang mempunyai sedikit informasi mengenai hari tersebut
hehehehehe:)