PMR is in 19 days

Just thought I would remind myself.

Today, I told Qistina and Nadhihah to write a letter to their parents. The title?

I'm sorry I didn't get 8A's.

Qistina's letter:

Mama/Ayah,

         Kakak minta maaf sangat tak dapat 8A untuk mama dan ayah. InsyaAllah, kakak dah cuba dan berusaha. Kakak berazam nak dapat 8A untuk mama dan ayah supaya bangga dengan kakak. Kakak minta maaf. Kakak nak dengar mama atau ayah kata "Anak mama"/ "anak papa". Maafkan kakak.

                                                                                                               Qistina Iwani

Note: Qistina nak mak/ ayah dia cakap "anak mama/papa" sebab dia dengar cerita yang Syaheerah bagitau mak dia yang dia dapat 8A untuk trial. mak syaheerah kata "Ha? Anak mama!" sejak itulah, Qistina asyik terbayang-bayang di kota ingatannya akan perkataan-pekataan tersebut untuk diucap oleh ibubapanya

Nadhihah's letter:

    Mak, Diha tak dapat 8A. Sorry. (then aku akan menangis and marah)
                    
                                                                 Nadhihah

Nadhihah's letter, according to Atiyah, was quite feelingless. I quite disagree because Nadhihah rarely cries and imagining her crying is quite, well.... amazing. hahah


My Letter:
(izinkan saya tulis dalam bahasa inggeris ya)

Dear mum and abah,

           I know, that as your last child, you expect the best from me. All I want to do is to make you proud. I love you both very much. Especially you abah, even if I rarely show affection, I never want to see you sad. I have hurt you so many times. (oh god, my eyes are so watery I can't see the keyboard) I want to say I have given my 100% but I don't think I can. I'm so sorry to make you disappointed. I love you both very much. You two keep talking about what will happen to me when you die. Whenever you talk about dying, for example "mama dengan abah hidup maybe lagi 5 tahun. Lepas ni, Hidayah you kena teruskan kehidupan sendiri". tolonglah jangan cakap benda macam ni. Everytime you say things like this,I pretend I don't care but I'm acually crying. You two can't see because I'm at the back seat of the car. I'm always worried if the both of you come home late. If anything happened to you two, what do I do? where do I go? I'm left home alone all the time. Which is why I don't want to go to asrama. I bukannya takut homesick ke apa. I'm scared I might not see you again. InsyaAllah, Tuhan akan memberi semangat to all of us. I Love you both very much...                                                                             

hidayah

well, I'm done crying. see you next time :')