Time to go

I was always the kind of person that thought terrorist jokes funny.
Always lived by the saying "if you can't change it, embrace it" ("it" being the societies' perception towards islam)
But anyway, I don't get offended. Because there's really nothing I can do. And that makes me sad. So I don't be sad. What.
Anyway, Jared Leto came to Malaysia.
Atiyah said to me that all the fans crowded him, many of which were in hijabs.
I said "wow, I wonder if he's scared haha"
Atiyah:yeah, I bet he was thinking that they were gonna bomb him.
That was so mean but so funny to me.

We talk lightly about these things because really we're just teens.
Sure, we should be more sensitive I guess.
But hey, they say that teenagers scare the living shi* out of me, they could care less as long as someone will bleed.
I mean, if someone says something negative about you, are you gonna sulk, feel sad and wither into depression?
Hell naw. Laugh and move on with your life.

Oh by the way, we're graduating high school!
The ceremony will be at a local university and our diploma's will be handed out by ex-menteri selangor(?)
Its weird because we still have to go to school after graduation for our exams AND i'm still 16.
Goodbye school. Time for me to leave you. Go on with my life.

what is it? what is it with girls and horses?

I just made some seared salmon in caramelised apples and onions and my god, it is the most wonderful lunch I've ever made!

oh, by the way,Today is Malaysia day!!
hooray!!
Thank you, to the fore fathers before us who have membanting tulang to give us the country that we live in today. I love you.

so saturday was the first time in a whole month I went horse riding.
I was so happy to see the smiles that have never failed to accompony me from the gates of the club all the way down to the stables.

They gave me Alvarro ( or I like to call him "Devil Horse") He is the most pushiest, panicky, hot blooded, ill-mannered thoroughbred I have ever laid my eyes on.

He acted up the moment we started trotting; bucking and rearing, trying to throw me off.
Then my trainer decided to lunge him, so I was given another horse, Shiva.

There is only one word to describe Shiva; HUGE
standing at 17hh, I had to draw down the stirrup to the longest hole to get on her.
She was cool. responded fairly well to my ques, and dang her canter was as smooth as MJ.

At the club, there are a lot of spectators, riders and non-riders alike.
I always get nervous when riding in public, like I get the feeling everyone is judging me.
but then, this Chinese lady whose daughter was on the lunging rein in a pen beside me gave me the biggest smile ever and stuck two thumbs up at me.
I felt like a star haha.

one "horse-less" month feels like eternity.
like torture, really.
Its funny cause every time I ride a horse, I think to myself

"This is what I was born to do"

100 squats a day?

Artificial Insemination
-The semen from the male partner is collected over a period of time.
-The collected semen which now has a high sperm rate is introduced into the female's oviduct.

When I was writing this for my Biology paper, I remembered Jennifer Lopez saying in The Back-up plan "I've been inseminated..I feel like a cow".

Our papers so far were ok, I guess.
not sure if easy because I know the answers....or because I'm doing everything wrong....
anyway, we have another 9 papers to go D:

I have managed to obtain an A- for BM, which is cool!

So, the other day I stumbled upon a challenge called "The 100 squats a day for 30 days" challenge.
The title says it all, I don't find it necessary to explain.
but oh my gosh, I did 100 squats on Wednesday and I still feel the soreness til today.
I've been consuming vast amounts of protein like you have no idea, hoping it will speed up with recuperation.
but damn, I can't even walk down the stairs properly.
"100 squats a day" challenge is on hold.

This right here

Make or break, Hidayah.. make or break.
This is the year.
like forget any other years, this is the year.
My life depends on it.
MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT
MY FICKEN LIFE DEPENDS ON IT.
like, not even exaggerating right now.

sitting for 22 papers in another two months..

"You only got one shot do not miss your chance to blow,
this oppurtunity only comes once in a lifetime"

Trials start tomorrow.
I need to take a deep breath before the plunge

Eid 2013

Well, it's the 5th day of Raya.
we're all just drained, really.
the past 4 days, we keep going places, and people keep coming to our house.
today is a day of silence, peace and tranquility.

by the way, we watched the conjuring the other night.
I'd give it a 6/10.
Didn't really scare me, honestly.
just the part where Bastheba (spelling?) was on the wardrobe, that really got me.

We didn't take much photos, sadly.
we're just not a "photo" family.

but whatever, the moment was lived, it was just not documented.
I had an awesome Raya, loved every single second of it, hope you did too :D