Deep talk

We went to MSU today.
It was my first time actually going there, so it was pretty exciting.
we had a "study smart" talk by Dr(?) Osman Affan.
Pretty cool guy.

ok anyway, after the ceramah,
me and the girls went back to my place.
Nak practice lisan BM and we had Biology tuition at 4 (which was cancelled)
So, sitting on my bedroom floor while stuffing pizza into our mouths,
we talked really deep talk.

I found out that Sarah and I have a lot in common.
as in tastes, likes, dislikes...

hahaha, Throughout the whole deep conversation, we were high-fiving each other saying
"OMG, me too!"
The details of our the conversation which we had will never be revealed.
ever.

It was so fun!
Honestly, just having your best friends together and talking about things you've probably never told anyone else.

anyway, tomorrow I have camp.
malasnya!!

unproductive reproductive

This post has nothing to do with the reproductive system.

You know, I think in my whole life, I've written around 20 posts about how unproductive I am.
here, have another one.

You have no idea how badly I want to study!
I really really do, but I can't.

I just can't bring my ass to my desk,
sit down and open up a book.

there's only one explanation why this is so:
There's a devil on my back.

"OH MY GOD DUDE, MY FUTURE DEPENDS ON THIS YEAR!"

are the words I tell myself frequently.

Does it affect me?

no.

I wonder if I'm the only one with this problem, cause it seems like so.

Qistina has already started with homework

dude, its the first day of the holidays.

takde kerja ke hah?!

secara tuntas, there are two possibilities:

1. I will use my one week holiday wisely studying with proper time management and planning

2. F**k it, lets party.

This week's update

lets see what happened this week:

--Me, Atiyah and Sarah skipped school today.

-I tried to convince Atiyah into thinking that I'm actually a boy.
I was staring into her eyes and saying seriously with a straight face:
"Its true Atiyah. Believe me"

-I'm still deciding whether to take extra subjects.
I'm considering between English for science and technology (EST) and Art.

-I was addicted to Macklemore's - thrift shop and Same love.

"they built the one-sies with the socks on"
this part was so adorable

Please god, don't make him too mainstream to the point where I'll hear 12 year old kids that claim they have "swag" singing his songs.

Or worse, let his songs get violently murdered by radio stations that repeat them over and over until we get sick of it, like what happened to that damned "Gangnam style".

-I watched TV and cried hard

You probably don't know this, but I absolutely love Downton Abbey
and I still can't believe Sybil died.
I just sat there wishing that it was all just a dream Cora was having.
I was waiting for them to show the part where she wakes up....

but she's gone...
The sweetest, nicest girl in the whole upstairs.
I cried my eyes out when Mary and Edith were standing by the deathbed and Mary said :

"This is the last time the three of us will be together, so lets love each other like sisters should"

and also the part where Thomas cried :'(

Oh Julian Fellowes, why did ya have to kill her off?!

I won't be seeing you guys for another week.
but maybe we'll go hang out since Mimi's back from boarding school.
see you guys then!

cocktail weenies

9th-17th February
one week vacation, baby! :D
Happy chinese new year!
Oh yes, I am so very happy!

Anyway, today I cooked a lot of brown rice.
In the end, I had around 8 cups of brown rice.
7 of which I put in resealable sandwich-bags and froze for later meals.
I'm trying to never eat white rice ever again.
also, I'm trying to cut out all refined, white flour.
which is cool, I guess.

At school for koko,
bila unit beruniform lain semua tengah berlatih kawad,
aktiviti kitorang ialah memasak.
Kitorang masak maggi telur with cocktail weenies.
I can't believe we get markah kehadiran for that.
nasib baik aku tak masuk kadet bomba; kawad dalam hujan.

Oh, I also cooked a creamy, mint chicken dish to eat with my brown rice.
Which was surprisingly really good.

I plan on eating oat bran/oatmeal for breakfast every morning.
not the ones that come out from a packet or tin though,
but the real, organic, cook yourself-nutritious kind.
I plan on making it a habit.
like, "I can't live without oatmeal" kind of attitude.
because well.... I hate the taste of oatmeal.


fun fact of the day: oatmeal was Prophet Muhammad's (SAW) favourite cereal.

trifle rifle

Sabrina's future husband came for lunch today.

I made a trifle. a layer of sponge cake in raspberry jello, chocolate custard (which syafiqah said tastes exactly like mousse), strawberries, more jello, and to top it all off; some cool whip with a strawberry.

Was it good? yes.

was it too much? yes.

It was like those awful youtube comments where people cram their beliefs down your throat.

There was just too much going on and in such a big portion.

what the hell were you thinking, Hidayah?! 

sorry. I'm just mad at myself.

well, bye.

more of Massa

I absolutely LOVE Massa.

among all the 25 horses I've ever ridden, Massa is the best.

She's so calm. She's walked with her head down beside working, moving tractors, 

loud motor bikes behind her, 

loose, bucking ponies and even stayed calm when I accidentally kicked her in the face (Don't ask me how that happened)

she's also very responsive.

She's voice activated :)

Me: canter. 

        Good girl *pats neck*

endurance training

I brought her in here after training to hang and chill out.

Behind Massa is I guess what you could call a "water trap" which is great for trust-training. although Massa has problems about getting her hooves wet ;P

"nomnomnomnom"

well, bye :)