That's mean, mum.

I was feeling rather bored today and so decided to cook something

Oh My God, that explains why I was so fat!!! boredom=cooking.

but anyways, I made shepherds pie (or cottage pies depending on wtvr makes you happy)

*Piping the mashed potatoes on top the meat*

Mum: They look like poops!

Me: That's mean, mum.

(again, they aren't the prettiest things but I'm their mamma and I love them)

This is Orion, or as I personally call him "Babi goreng". no idea why, just do. 

He loves placing his hand on these poles as he rests.

in his head: "God made me a cat because he knows if I were  human I wouldn't be able to resist the temptation of becoming a stripper"

Out

last outing before examination results come out D:

all 10 of us crammed into Shamirah's Suzuki Swift to get here lol!

Bring me to life

Spent the day with two of my best friends

Feel

I made apple mini apple pies because I've got too much life, running through my veins, going to waste.

Basically that means I was bored.

they got crusty and puffy :D

not exactly the prettiest things in life, but I'm their mama and I love my kids :)

Fatten up!

My dad doesn't want to undergo chemo :/

He was really adamant about it too. Mum was like "It's just five days and it will be over"

and dad was like NOPE, NU UH.

I guess I understand. It hurts him so bad. It's not just the five days, but it takes a week after for him to actually recover from what the treatment is doing to his body.

Chemo is violent.

He's a 56 year old, 46kg man.

yeah, 46 kg. like most teenage girls my age.

So mum and I decided we needed to fatten him up.

a tablespoon of butter, full fat milk, cream, broccoli, carrots and a piece of cod.

We blended it up and added it to his milk supplement

apparently by adding all that fat we were also trying to clog his arteries :)

Today I also made Risotto for the first time. I served it with salmon and plum salad.

I made a plate for my mum and she was like "taknak, nak burger juga!" lol

my mother is a 6 year old!!!

"Educational"

*My heart goes out to those affected by the disapearance  of MH-370

Mimi, Syaheerah, Shairah and I went to the Educational UK Fair held at KLCC today.

We spent like, an hour at the fair and the other 5-6 hours at the shopping mall. #yolo

We talked to a couple of British gentleman and some ladies on the courses we intend to take and stuff (dang they were tall. kinda like giants. my neck hurts)

oh! we also met Sarah at the fair. we hugged, our lady parts touched, we said goodbye. 

These are some random moments we managed to GIF-ify

(takleh flip lah. tak fahe aku)

macam tak ada kawan

we were scarce on money at this point. You can see Shairah apologizing to the waiter and Mimi arranging the quarters we squeezed out among ourselves. our two burgers, scones and two drinks were RM90.50. again,#yolo

Look at the twin towers and the moon and everything!

what I bought :)

achievement!

Pacific Cod, Garlic brown rice, peas, cherry tomatoes 

Today is a very thoroughly planned out day.

 I plan on beating my personal 5k record by atleast 3 minutes so I had to fuel my body accordingly.

I can't eat too much and I have to stop eating 4 hours prior to any running or else SIDE STITCH!

Fast forward 5 hours later:

I did manage to beat my record. weeheee!

Your body is capable of doing anything if you treat it right.

I planned my dinner even before I woke up this morning, so after my run I jogged straight to the kitchen to make dinner.

Skinless chicken breast, sweet potato chips, mashed cauliflower , broccoli 

 

Healthy living amirite?

We went for a jog

THEN ATE BASKIN ROBBINS

hahahah love the last GIF

I hate this place

I truly hate this place. Everyone is just in pain from the chemotherapy, it makes my heart sink.

That boy on the bed next to us is my age too. 

At 17 he should be going on outings with friends, falling in love and just being careless.

but he's fighting a battle instead.

My dad just finished a 5 day chemo course. 5 DAYS!

even one day of chemo drains him physically, imagine what 5 days does to him.

On the last day he was there, I went to the pharmacy to collect his medicine.

they gave him five bottles of morphine solution and no plastic bag so I had to cram it into my sling bag.

One of the bottle caps accidentally unscrewed and sploosh. morphine.morphine everywhere.

My tab was soaked with it (thank god it was still working).

 The most interesting part?

when I got home and all the liquid had evaporated and dried up, ants were swarming my bag like crazy!

I was like "holy crap!!! even ants?" 

then my mind just wandered about what would happen if I tipped a bottle into the fish tank, the cats water dish, my mum's coffee. the possibilities are endless! haha

don't do drugs, kids.or grown ups. everyone, really.