Two days ago on sturday, I exerienced my 2nd fall.
I was cantering with my friend, he was on Francesco
and me on shahrukh (again).
you see, I have this problem that I honestly think alot of riders have and that is:
not putting enough weight on the heels.
so at one point, my leg accidently came out of the stirrup (with shah rukh still cantering)
I lost my balance, and fell forwards.
I landed on my waist and arm. The pain was excruciatingly painful.
since before I hit the ground, my eyes were closed and they still were after the impact.
I was gripping the sand with my hand trying to tahan sakit.
Ya Allah, sakit yang teramat-amat.
masa buka mata, boleh nampak Shah Rukh dekat hujung arena staring at me.
My trainer rushed to me and asked me where I felt hurt, aked if I was ok, and asked me how I fell
"dia silap lead ke?" -basically implying it was shah rukh's fault.
I was way too exhausted and I was aching everywhere to answer so I just geleng kepala.
then my mum asked how I fell "laa, macam mana boleh jatuh, kuda tu laju sangat ke?"
no mum, when a rider falls, its 98% the riders fault.
It was all my fault. I still have imperfections I need to polish and screw up before I become the next Stay Westfall lol.
sorry Shah rukh, I accidently fell on your neck and spooked you. I love you big boy!
29 May, 2012
25 May, 2012
my first crush
Ok, so I had my first crush when I was like, 11.
The guy was 3 years older. (Im attracted to older guys :0 )
He was the grandson of my ustazah who taught me
mengaji.
I once saw him wearing only a towel,
and I swear that was the day I got my period. lol
Im kidding.
I also went into his room once.
but only because his little brother told me too.
I didn't see any porn....probably stashed under the bed.
but he had cassettes and cd's of, you guessed it..
AUDIOSLAVE!
(And so my obsession with the band began)
I don't know why but everytime I saw him, he was half naked.
haha, dia sengaja je kan!
Like when we were playing baseball in one court ( yes we played baseball in a tennis court) and he would be in the court next to us playing sepak takraw, he was always shirtless.
but of course on occassions like gatherings where my mum invited his family over,
he would remember to put something on.
haha
oh Arif, I hope you read this someday.
but I'm sure no one of the opposite gender reads my blog.
unless Atiyah counts as a man..sebenarnya...
lol, inside joke.
22 May, 2012
Add maths. yaay....
for some reason, it feels like im having my period for the first time.
I don`t know WHY... it just DOES. weird, I know.
we had two papers today: add maths 1 and 2. (heaven, right?)
I failed both. lol..baru buat dah fail dah :/
For the spare half an hour I had after trying to answer all the questions,
I daydreamed.
I daydreamed about big giant cockroaches coming through the window,
daydreamed about a puchong standing behind Atiyah's back and telling her the answers,
daydreamed about that really tall guy I only meet twice a week.
p/s: siapa tak nak bela puchong kan? Atiyah you lucky gal!
Then Sarah kena marah dengan cikgu because she was "playing" with her correction tape.
just two more days!!
langkawi baby here I come :D
I don`t know WHY... it just DOES. weird, I know.
we had two papers today: add maths 1 and 2. (heaven, right?)
I failed both. lol..baru buat dah fail dah :/
For the spare half an hour I had after trying to answer all the questions,
I daydreamed.
I daydreamed about big giant cockroaches coming through the window,
daydreamed about a puchong standing behind Atiyah's back and telling her the answers,
daydreamed about that really tall guy I only meet twice a week.
p/s: siapa tak nak bela puchong kan? Atiyah you lucky gal!
Then Sarah kena marah dengan cikgu because she was "playing" with her correction tape.
just two more days!!
langkawi baby here I come :D
20 May, 2012
Big things!
So, alot of big things happened and are happening
Our school did the whole citrawarna thing.
didn't watch it on tv though! sorry guys, I'm sure our school was awesome!!
Most of my bestfriends were in it: Qistina, Natasha, Nadhihah, Atiyah and Sarah.
*Sarah was really pretty awwww
Ok, to be completely honest.... I didn't enter citrawarna because of two reasons
1. I absolutely hate dancing like seriously, if you ever tell me to dance I will kill you.
2. I'll have to cancel Horse riding lessons!
(Sorry, I'll pick horses over being on tv anytime!)
which brings me to my next "big thing"
I officially cantered today!
I'm gonna die because I'm so happy!!
8 months I waited... 8 FREAKING MONTHS!
My coach brought me to the lunging paddock and said:
"ok, you've tried before. Let's see you do it now. FOR REAL"
I was so focused!
in my head:
" ok, watch your legs Hidayah.Rise to the trot. Now check your diagonal, pull your outside rein, heels down, look infront, don't pull on the reins, now *kick and CANTER!! swooping motions Hidayah, sit deeply in the saddle, eyes in front, right leg kick, if he stops, keep on asking him to continue, heels down! Yes Hidayah! YES! YOU'RE DOING IT! ALHAMDULILLAH!!"
Pastu he asked me if I could practice on my own because he wanted to teach two other guys.
and I pulun-pulun ShahRukh to canter. (betul kah frasa ini?)
(p/s: to view comments click on the "time displayed at the bottom of this post
mesti dia dah penat dah dengar me jerit in his ears: "canter shahrukh! canter!"
Goodboy Shahrukh, goodboy!
Our school did the whole citrawarna thing.
didn't watch it on tv though! sorry guys, I'm sure our school was awesome!!
Most of my bestfriends were in it: Qistina, Natasha, Nadhihah, Atiyah and Sarah.
*Sarah was really pretty awwww
Ok, to be completely honest.... I didn't enter citrawarna because of two reasons
1. I absolutely hate dancing like seriously, if you ever tell me to dance I will kill you.
2. I'll have to cancel Horse riding lessons!
(Sorry, I'll pick horses over being on tv anytime!)
which brings me to my next "big thing"
I officially cantered today!
I'm gonna die because I'm so happy!!
8 months I waited... 8 FREAKING MONTHS!
My coach brought me to the lunging paddock and said:
"ok, you've tried before. Let's see you do it now. FOR REAL"
I was so focused!
in my head:
" ok, watch your legs Hidayah.Rise to the trot. Now check your diagonal, pull your outside rein, heels down, look infront, don't pull on the reins, now *kick and CANTER!! swooping motions Hidayah, sit deeply in the saddle, eyes in front, right leg kick, if he stops, keep on asking him to continue, heels down! Yes Hidayah! YES! YOU'RE DOING IT! ALHAMDULILLAH!!"
Pastu he asked me if I could practice on my own because he wanted to teach two other guys.
and I pulun-pulun ShahRukh to canter. (betul kah frasa ini?)
(p/s: to view comments click on the "time displayed at the bottom of this post
mesti dia dah penat dah dengar me jerit in his ears: "canter shahrukh! canter!"
Goodboy Shahrukh, goodboy!
15 May, 2012
Sexual assaults
So, I watched a pretty awesome movie today called TRUST.
Its about a 14 year old girl who met a guy online.
They became friends, changed numbers and they met finally met...at a motel..
You can guess what happened next.
The girl claims that she wasn't raped.
Although being a minor and it basically falls into statutory rape.
last-last the guy that she said "loved her" had a few other girls (one aged 12) which he "loved" too.
Being in form 4, we studied a poem called: He had such quite eyes.
I applaud the government for that.
Although me and Atiyah did scorn at the line "pleasure seeking guys"
lol.
11 May, 2012
Never EVER!
I pissed my pants laughing after reading the comment on this video.
(click to enlarge)
NEVER INSULT THE BEATLES.
Sarah, back me up!
(click to enlarge)
NEVER INSULT THE BEATLES.
Sarah, back me up!
06 May, 2012
Best moment ever.
Today I met Mimi at DARC.
She signed up for archery lessons. woohoo.
Riding lessons was really frustrating because Dibbie simply wouldn't move.
From the main arena, we moved to a lunging paddock because the only thing that would work on Dibbie was a savvy stick. (She's immune to whips and kicks )
She also stepped on my foot. yeah, that was my bad.
After lessons, I spent about RM25 buying 5 packets of carrots to feed the horses.
Prada and Massa were desperate to get the last piece of carrot which I gave to neither of them. lol
after my 3rd packet of carrots was finished, something caught my eye.
It was a lonely horse all alone grazing grass at the back part of the stable.
I approached him and the last thing I knew,
He simply wouldn't leave me alone. He followed me everywhere.
I ran, he ran too.
Qistina, tengok video ni:
That was the first time that's ever happened to me and I've got to say, it was the best moment on my entire life.
04 May, 2012
Horse slaughter
Today our examinations started.
We had english today.
Like many others, for section B, I chose the last question.
Question: write a story beginning with: Just as I thought it was finally over...
Well, my story was about a girl who ran away from the orphanage with a horse named Winter.
In the end, as punishment, the horse was slaughtered.
it was really hard to relate it with the needs of the question but I managed.. I think...
I wrote one passage in my essay from "the picture of Dorian Grey" (a story I read just yesterday)
The sun flamed its light monstrously like a dahlia with fire for petals
Plagiarism!! lol, no one really cares...
03 May, 2012
01 May, 2012
Examinations
Hello citizens .
you roam the earth not knowing that politics have been depleting your freedom.
You let it diminish your life all for greed, power and success.
But what does it leave you?
do you not feel the agony of our soldiers?
The weight they carry upon their shoulders when it is you who should carry your own burden?
let us fight! let us uprise againts inhumane behaviour.
Until we sweat bullets and cry blood, we shall FIGHT!
Follow me dear brothers and sisters! we will protest infront of their fort they call "offices"
We shall demand equal rights!
let us all with one voice and aim. Let us shout:
WE WILL NOT ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS. YOU SHALL FIGURE THEM OUT YOURSELVES
I will lay my sword across my chest and swear "examinations are for losers"
fuuuh, exam fever is here.
like PMR all over again. But more badass than ever.
I will not allow my men to die answering ridiculous questions written on paper!
you roam the earth not knowing that politics have been depleting your freedom.
You let it diminish your life all for greed, power and success.
But what does it leave you?
do you not feel the agony of our soldiers?
The weight they carry upon their shoulders when it is you who should carry your own burden?
let us fight! let us uprise againts inhumane behaviour.
Until we sweat bullets and cry blood, we shall FIGHT!
Follow me dear brothers and sisters! we will protest infront of their fort they call "offices"
We shall demand equal rights!
let us all with one voice and aim. Let us shout:
WE WILL NOT ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS. YOU SHALL FIGURE THEM OUT YOURSELVES
I will lay my sword across my chest and swear "examinations are for losers"
fuuuh, exam fever is here.
like PMR all over again. But more badass than ever.
I will not allow my men to die answering ridiculous questions written on paper!
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