my first crush

Ok, so I had my first crush when I was like, 11.

The guy was 3 years older. (Im attracted to older guys :0  )

He was the grandson of my ustazah who taught me

mengaji.

I once saw him wearing only a towel,

and I swear that was the day I got my period. lol

Im kidding.

I also went into his room once.

but only because his little brother told me too.

I didn't see any porn....probably stashed under the bed.

but he had cassettes and cd's of, you guessed it..

AUDIOSLAVE! 

(And so my obsession with the band began)

I don't know why but everytime I saw him, he was half naked. 

haha, dia sengaja je kan! 

Like when we were playing baseball in one court ( yes we played baseball in a tennis court) and he would be in the court next to us playing sepak takraw, he was always shirtless.

but of course on occassions like gatherings where my mum invited his family over,

he would remember to put something on.

haha

oh Arif, I hope you read this someday.

but I'm sure no one of the opposite gender reads my blog.

unless Atiyah counts as a man..sebenarnya...

lol, inside joke.