-why did I?-

Damn SOPA,
I couldn't do my research on pornography.
yes, I'm a pervert.

you see, my english teacher wrote down a list of subjects for public speaking.
and there was one that caught my attention:
47.Pornography.
There was this voice in me forcing me to put up my hand and say
"number 47"
When I told Shairah, her literal words were:
"what the f..."
Now you see, this voice that was telling me to do what I did belonged to a fellow friend.

flashback time..
it was 2010, in form 2.
we had to carve a block of wood for art class.
I drew a very complicated sketch of how I wanted to carve mine.
I asked my friend "Do you think this is too hard?"
He said: "Yeah but, I like a challenge"
this kind of struck me, because someone said something similar earlier.
only it was:
"Do the craziest things Hidayah. Take challenges. Do things people normally wouldn't do. Later in life you would be disappointed in the things that you didn't do, then things that you did do"

and thats how I chose "pornography" as my public speaking subject.