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12 November, 2012

I don't wanna be a stupid girl

"I LOVE YOU 4EVER"

these were the words that were carved on my desk during the examination.

there are two things that annoy me:

1. the fact that the "for" was short-cutted into "4"
2. and the probability that this was carved by a pre-pubescent 13 year old girl who was so immensely in love with this one guy in that other class.

How long exactly is "4ever"??
1 year?,
2 weeks?

This reminds me of when Nadrah was so obsessed with the Jonas brothers.
Her whole myspace (R.I.P myspace) page was covered with Joe's face.
"I love them forever"
she used to say.
now, she's a hardcore directioner and I don't think she gives a damn about the Jonas's anymore.

"love" is a really strong word.
You use it at the wrong moment, you blow everything up.
Just like how Ted said "I think I love you" on his first date with Robin.

f.y.i: HIMYM season 8 just started in Malaysia. *high five's self Sarah style

I'm saying this because I was that girl.
I wrote in my diary (this was 5 years ago) that "I loved this boy"
That boy ended up being a girl and I was heartbroken.

ok, yeah. kidding.

He turned out to be the biggest douchebag ever, dated almost half the girls in my school and he got pregnant.

well, maybe I'm exaggerating.
but seriously. He did get pregnant.

So young girls, 
don't do dumb crap like I did.
I know its a part of growing up.
but I'm giving sincere advice before you mess things up.

everyone has a phase.
Qistina had hers,
Sarah had hers,
I had mine.
I was the stupid girl who did stupid things and followed her feelings way too much.

everytime I finished a paper, I would try to carve the words:

"you're 13, you've never felt love. You want to marry every hot guy you see and expect him to give you flowers everyday and buy you shoes. Life doesn't work that way"

I figured it was too long so I wrote
"YOU SUCK" instead.

"Maybe if I act like that,
that guy will call me back.
porno paparazzi girl,
I don't wanna be a stupid girl"
                           
                         -P!NK









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